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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Dandy dandy~

Random boredom takes over... haha :D

"Again the flowers of spring has come to an end,
letting summer claims its place instead,
Before fall waltzes in and sweeps the leaves away,
Leaving nothing in sight, before it too gives up its stead,
For winter to settle in,
The cold silver winter then disperse all that is hot,
Until the spring, flowers all over again.

By the end of this, wouldn't you see,
at the very end of hardships,
as the heat of the summer,
the gloominess of fall,
and the coldness of winter,
The flowers of spring will always come about again.

In the end, things will always end up the least we imagine it to be,
but, try to never give up and do have faith till the very end.

author - Hannah Yee of 2010"

why do you hate me so much lil kitties? (;___;)

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Me hungry...

3 down…. 5 more to go… *flops down*

I’m just getting started on replacing my puasa in which I had been forced to slipped out of during the fasting month…

Most of my friends had already done their deal a while ago,

And I’m currently left behind…

And somehow, their reactions to this were;

“What? You haven’t ‘ganti’ it yet? I had done mine just after raya!”

“Gosh, Hannah! How come you still haven’t done it yet?”

…or, “hahaha… I already knew this’ll happened if it concerns you… :D”

…does NOT ‘ganti-ing’ my puasa earlier really THAT of a shock?

I mean really REALLY that surprising?

If it were someone else, I bet they wouldn’t have that kind of a reaction,

But, why, when it concerns me, they’d make such a big deal out of it?

Oh come on lads! There are like, still half (or even just a quarter if you think half is so much) the population of female Muslims in Malaysia(or maybe even the world!) that still hadn’t done ‘ganti-ing’ their puasa yet just like me!

And I, at least, am trying my best in ‘ganti-ing’ them at that! *sob sob*

Comparing myself to those thousands of more female Muslim,

My situation is not that bad, ain’t it?

(Alas, I guess, that’s just my own opinion…huhuhu…*sob sob*)

PS: Still have 1 hour and a half more until Maghrib.
Am currently feeling woozy, giddy and dizzy.
And also having some delusions about some dancing donuts… looks really tempting…*drools* :L

Friday, April 22, 2011

...where did my brain go?

After I had done my interview,

It felt like a burden on my shoulders have left,

And that my friend, felt really really good~ *stretches like a cat*

And thus, my boring dayss moved on without a single excitement again....




I miss "Mistah Skeleton"... :'\

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

May I have a word with myself?

As some may already know,

I have a car driving test tomorrow…

And of course some ubiquitous and random feelings such as;

Freakin’ out,

Nervous breakdown,

Pessimistic or negative thoughts,

Would particularly tag along without fail.

And in the midst of it,

A pleasant-yet-not-a-good-timing news was suddenly smacked upon me,

Which says that I’m chosen for an interview for the TESL course in UiTM!

It’s a pleasant news, correct?

But, as I wrote before, the timing for it isn’t what I’d expect…


It is on the 16th of April which is this Saturday!

And I have a test tomorrow too!

What a way to squeeze one’s self in a tight situation…

For some, they would say that this isn’t much of a tight situation,

But, it is!

For me, at least…

I had just only been able to drive smoothly on the road today,

Even though I’ve practiced it for more than 6 times…

And this was the last practice that I could do too! (since the test is tomorrow and all)

And now, a new challenger comes forth to challenge me…

A girl who had only read comic books, read fan fictions, and played facebook for most of her life…

I didn’t even know that our prime minister had changed if it weren’t for my friends talking about him by coincidence… (I don’t even know how the conversation ended with us talking about the prime minister…)

How am I supposed to go through the driving test or the interview for that matter?

I am so dead… to the third degree… literally dead…

PS: A souvenir I took in the car that I practice driving (which I could say quite well) on the road today. Thanks Mr. Zan, you’re a great driving mentor! Mr. Siong and Mr. Fauzi too! And Mr. Man too (though I don’t particularly like you, but I guess, you’re OK!) I hope we won’t meet at that place again! (Anywhere else, can~ :D)

Now, let’s all pray for Japan. (and don’t forget about me too! Do pray for my success! X|)

Monday, April 11, 2011

I passed~ :)

I just passed my motorcycle test!

Sayonara motorcycles and hellooo car! :D

LOL~ i can't believe it myself but I did! :D

no more additional blues n blacks on my legs after this!

and lucky for Naidu, they wont have anymore broken side mirrors~ :P

How do I did so?


I GORGEOUSLY jump off the motorcycles (notice that I wrote the motorcycle with the "s" on its end) and let them meet their end...

FYI, I broke two of their (Naidu's) side mirrors~

and spilled the motorcycle fuel once too...

Aren't I just THAT awesome~ :]

Starting the engine is ONE of MANY reasons for the bruises on my legs just for your info... :D

BTW, anak naidu said that;" You are the first girl to ever fall more than 3 times, have bruises covered all over her legs, broken 2 side mirrors of different motorcycles, spilled the motorcycle, and still have the face and courage to come learn to drive motorcycle!"

This jus proves more of my AWESOMENESS~ lol XD

Anyways, I'm taking the car test this Wednesday ~

Wish me the best of luck, ok?

And hope that I won't damage the car as I did to the motorcycles.... hehe... :F

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Is it me or was it them?

I’m having a dilemma of whether or not should I ‘stand my grounds’,

Or just give in, take it all in and just let it subside through time.

…It’s really hard to be the youngest in a group of adults…

…Oh! I’m sorry.

I’m sure you are wondering what I am babbling about…

But I’m guessing you’ve already gotten some ideas of it had something to do with being a youngster…

For some of you who might know me or read my posts before,

You might have figured it out already that I like to talk and joke… a lot…

For those who didn’t, now you know…

I realized that since my usual talks were more to jokes,

My opinions were never much considered seriously by others, who are much older than me,

Even if I was being serious at that moment.

Yes, I know I joke a lot,

And that I’m much younger,

And don’t have much knowledge, experiences, or even much fact to back up the things that I’m talking about,

But, is it right, for them,

Who are supposed to be older,

Much more mature,

More knowledgeable,

And more experienced in life than me,

To just brush off my opinions as if it were mere jokes?

I know that I’m young,

That I’m still naïve and oblivious about some things in the world,

But shouldn’t I still have the rights to give opinions and be considered as an equal at some point?

On the contrary, my opinions on some things would always lead to arguments in which I would always need to relent in the end to them because of their reasons that;

“You don’t understand at all!”

“You just have to listen to me since I’m more experienced than you!”

“Grow up already of your childish thinking…”

“I have lived much longer than you, I know more about the life than you do!”

“You’re still too young to understand.”

How much older do I need to be to be considered an equal?

I’m already 18 for heaven’s sake!

How much longer do I still need to use others name as an excuse of my own reasoning on some things?

Can’t I just say, “I think…” rather than “I’ve heard from…” to have my opinions to be considered seriously?

How much longer do I need to always just take others opinions?

Even though some of my opinions were indeed the undeniable truth/fact or could be considered good opinions in the end?

Was it wrong for me to joke around and laugh too much?

Should I not have joked and laughed before?

Was it really entirely my own fault for it to be this way?

How should I know it’ll turn out this way if I’d be too overly “happy-go-lucky”…

I never intended it to be this way.

I guess I just proved to myself I was really still naïve, eh?

I guess I was not considerate enough.

I guess I shouldn’t be selfish of my own reasoning and be more understanding.

I guess I’m still too young.

I’m sorry for the ramblings;

I’ll try to be more mature next time…

Friday, April 1, 2011

Blacks and blues...

The common things that I see nowadays are;

-the 4 walls of my room.

-the screen of my laptop.

-some awfully cute (and some crazy) dogs.

-the naidu's motorcycle driving course.

-the blue (sometimes orange) sky (when I fall off of the motorcycle...).

-and the multiple blacks and blues on my legs (Surprisingly, there weren't any reds~)(ehem... that... i can't let you see...haha~ :D)

I'm getting bored of this...

Dead bored...

I'm dying for some malls! Cafes! Bowling balls! or just plain old movies!

...but, i guess that'll have to wait until i get my licence...*sob sob*

PS: I'm getting the feeling that, me and motorcycles are plain natural enemies! I wonder how i didn't notice this before when i ran into one even before i rode em last time... *sighs*