Inability.

I am incapable of being the best in almost anything,
But I do try my very best in everything I do...

If I say so myself. :)


Seems like my mind keeps wondering off to somewhere else every time I wanted to study. It can also be considered as one of the inability of mine, per-say.. -_-"

Y U NO FOCUS, BRAIN?!

Changes.

I am not fond of changes.

I wouldn't mind if they were for the better...

But when they weren't,

It's just sad. 

Like food.

It's just wouldn't be the same. :(

PS: I don't know how the pic of the cat relates, but yeahhhh... moving onnnn..

A peculiar blessing. :)

I am peculiar

eccentric

odd

strange

abnormal

or just plain; weird

There are no doubts to that.

At times, I myself am weirded out by my own peculiarity. 

Truth be told, my oddity makes it seem to me that if I were to be estranged or alienated by others, I should not feel unfamiliar or perplexed about it.

Why? 

because, I am just THAT uncommon.

I wouldn't find it weird if it did happen, maybe a lil sad, but definitely not weird. That's why the thought that there are people who knows about my abnormality but are still willing to be my side despite of it...

...sometimes astonishes me, at the same time, weirds me out.

Not that I don't appreciate them! I do! I really do! I'm really really grateful to have met them all! It's just.. a lil weird, that's all. Seeing as normally, most people would avoid being with a person that others consider as "weird".

It makes me think how kind and considerate they are to have one big of a heart that is willing enough to withstand my utmost outrageousity, which is most of the time, mind you.. though sometimes my mind would tend to make up crazy ideas, just for fun, like maybe it could be that they like to hang out with me because they are just as weird as me.. hahaha

However, I believe that the reason most probably be the former one compared to the latter, for sure. At least my heart believe so.

My heart would waver at times though. What if they get bored of me? What if one day they'll find that my strangeness is too overwhelming and leave me because of it, just like that?

Due to that, I tried to change, numerous times, gazillion times in fact, just to be what people would call "normal". But I somehow would always manage to revert back to being myself in the end.

Again why? 

It's because they just made me feel so comfortable of just being ME.

Just like a family, but not exactly. Nevertheless, a peculiar blessing, indeed. :)

PS: Ya Allah, mung ade exam esok Hannah! What the heck are you doing on the blog!!! v(ಥ ̯ ಥ)v

Light me up another day of sunshine. :)

The last week before study week was hectic.

There were tons of assignments to be sent,

Along with tests to go through.

Haven't gotten much sleep this few days,

Having had to do the assignments throughout the night,

Luckily, I have these two big brothers of mine who were willing enough to accompany me through the nights. ok, that sounded odd.. or maybe it's just me.. haha. ignore that.. la la la -_-

All of us currently have panda eyes. If only it were literally THE panda eyes. at least they're cute.. huhu 

But, even though the workloads were ubber KILLERS, 

I didn't have a breakdown though due to their presences.. 

I meant the brothers of mine, not the panda eyes.

thanks man, I owe you guys lots.  (^3^)/ 

PS: and abang Sabah! when I said I owe you, I don't mean money. = =+

ey ey! hey hey! :D

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 

I did post that I'm going to write about my activities, right?

But i didn't actually write when Imma write it, did I?

Meaning thattttttt...

I have no obligations to write em fast!

bwahahahahahaha~

Ok. no.

I really wanted to write about it. I really di..d.

But, Lady Time just won't lend me a hand to write em.

There were just too much to do and to squeeze this lil blog onto the list just seemed impossible.

(well  yeah, maybe I could if I wanted to, but I'm too lazy to put in the extra effort, how bout that? hehehe :p)

And the mountains of workloads which just keeps on crashing on to me like those big ass tidal waves.. and the way they rake my hairs out and their constant pulling me off of mah bed for days... God.. the horror...

At one point I literally thought that I was gonna die after reading a post about a dude, died for not sleeping for 58 hours straight.. haha ok...that was scary, I shouldn't laughed. -_-"

Well, enough with the complaints, assignments and worrying things!

Let's pretend they're cute little butterflies and set them free!
Fly away cute lil butterflies~ Far far away from me~
Or Imma burn you all into freakin' charcoals, you hear me?! Muahahahaha~

Yeah okay.. imma hav ta go back to doing my assignments..

But before that, here's a 12.12.12 commemoration pic!

Taken exactly at 12 : 12 :12 am on the 12/12/12. haha! I'm feeling quite proud of myself here Pwned!

Have a nice day people.. unlike me.. hmmhmmm T^T

Busy lil bee, busy as can be~

I've been to too many events to make a post for every one of them.

And due to the discussion with my good old friends, 

Lady Procrastination and Sir Laziness, 

I had came with the decision to just skip them all and only write about the most recent event I've been through.

However, Duke Annoying-Lil-Voice from a faraway land called the-back-of-my-head didn't have the same thought though. 

He kept on nagging me to write something about them even though I'm THAT lazy.

Because of that; 

Alas! Here I am~

ye happy now, annoying voice?! ==

Now, where shall I start?

Let me just write about the events I've gone to for this post, k? :)

Yeah, from the beginning I suppose...

The first event that I've gone right after my mom and sis visited;

A theater monologue called Tiada Ganti performed by the Meow Meow Production.

Simply said; the play was MAQNIFIQUE. Tres Bien. 

I was kinda annoyed though when people kept on accusing me for going to watch the play just to see the lead actor. 

I don't even know the guy.

His name is Abang Azhar... or was it Abang Azha? 

Look! I can't even spell his name!

Now, why on earth would I be going to the play for him if I didn't know him from the start? 

Think logically people. 

You have brains. 

Use themmmm... -_- 

Nevertheless, I enjoyed the play. 

Even though it was only parts of the original play.

Am looking forward if there are more plays by Meow Meow Production. :)

Next on the list is; 

Indonesian Cultural Night.

I have to say.

I don't have much idea of what I saw that night.

haha

Out of all performances, I'm quite fond of one performance in particular;

Tari Saman.

Much like Dikir Barat, but have more movements involved.

They're cool in a way.

I've got to participate in a dance as well! 

It was quite an eventful night, per say. :D

Afterwards was; The international netball tournament.

A friend came for a visit that day too; Syadza Izzati. Cyeah~

Oh! And before you start thinking of anything, let me answer a few questions;

No, I wasn't there to participate.

 I was only there to cheer for the team from my college.

Why I didn't participate? Simple.

I'm not athletic, 

I don't have enough stamina, 

and I'm darn lazy to even build up my stamina. 

(I like sports, but playing them seriously is a different matter.)

And it was a guy's team, anyway. 

So yeah... figure out the rest yourselves. -_-

Anyway, 

The team got third place. It was a good day. :D

After that; PPIP Interaction day~

I kinda forgot about the interaction day until the eleventh hour which was at 2 am of the day of the event.

Had to quickly force myself to sleep and wake back up at 6. The torture (I've set upon myself, I know)~ haha

Anyway, the day went somewhat like this; 

Lots of seniors~

though couldn't find any TESOL seniors though..hmmm..

Lots of absentees~ 

Lots of activities~

Lots of new friends and laughter~

Lots of experiences~

A lil sleepy for the whole day, but it was fun. Ngehehe~ :F

The last event(not exactly the last, but I'll say it was, for now...) I went to was;

Program Malam Motivasi Santai bersama Dato Fazley & Imran Ajmain.

In English; a relaxing night motivation programme with Dato Fazley and Imran Ajmain

Truth be told, I didn't know who Dato Fazley was, 

nor how Imran Ajmain looks like even though I have listened to two of his songs.

when i asked who he (Dato' Fazley) was, people kept on answering me with the same answer;

"Oh come on! He's the winner of Master chef Malaysia tu!" 

As if i even know what on earth master chef even was???'

At last, on that night, I then know how they look like and what the said master chef thingy actually was.

So on and so forth.

Overall, the night was great, there was no doubts about that..

Well.. maybe except for a few things;

like the food, 

the non-existence-of-the-motivation-part-even-though-it-was-called-a-motivation-programme, 

the jealous stares, 

the crazy fans and etc. 

Everything else was splendidly enjoyable. :)

And that is it for the events I've been through.

I'll may be posting on how I spend my free times in Penang next. 

Did you note the 'may'? hehe

Good night. ^_^

welcomed visitors. :)

Few visitors came yesterday.

My mom and sis. 

They didn't stay very long,

but it was still really great seeing them. love them <3 .="." p="p">

Hope they'll visit again. :]